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Name: jessyka;; Birthday: 7/30/1990 Gender: Female
Interests: a lunches, accents, arrows, balloons, black & white photographs, books, boys with lip rings, bracelets, checkers, chuck taylors, cookie dough, cuddling, dark corners, dirty secrets, doll faces, downtown, drama, dreams, eighties movies, eye liner, fine arts, french kisses, friends, hallways, hearts, holding hands, ice cream, intellectual conversation, jeans, locker combinations, lockers, locks, long walks at night, love letters, love scene, magazines, make-out parties, memories, mittens, mobeydickweeds, morning glory, music, orgami, paperclips, passing notes, phone sex, piano music, piercings, playing cards, poetry, pop cans, pretty eyes, purple haze, rear ends, roadtrips, safety-pins, screen-name-chat, secret admirers, secrets, shiny items, shoelaces, slinkies, smiles, smoothies, songs, sticky notes, striped socks, sunsets, the post office, the rain, threesomes, thrift stores, thunderstorms, trinklets, vintage, visual arts, warm hugs, winter.
Message: message me MSN: je_ss__@hotmail.com
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7/17/2004
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| " youare talented youre going to be famous one day and forget about everybody and your going to marry some famous drummer or something from a band and have a sex tape "
I stare at things you once sent me, and I'd like to know you more often than on weekends, because you're lovelier than you think, and I can't stand not making you happy.
the new journal: this is where it's at, bitch. | | |
| This week, nothing's really happened. I have new classes and new subjects, but new scenarios don't seem to show up. It's been six days, and this mood still won't go away. Someone is laughing at me, while I dwell on the choice I made at the end of last year. Four months, and I'm out of there; out of a school that is a question of ignorance. I'm counting down the days.
I also hate Valentine's day. Maybe I hate it, because I've never had someone to love on that day. But I continue to believe that I hate it, because it's another reason to give presents and have sex. At least on Monday, I can stare at all the nice couples at school, and grow nauseous from the sight of flowers and cards and chocolates. I hope this next week passes quickly.
If Ashley doesn't call soon, I think I'm going to go into hiding, but I'll be sure to have a good stalk of oreos and root beer. | | |
| Dear you;
All day I’ve missed you, and I'm sorry that this is all I have to show for it. I have nothing to do, except ponder and take into myself how all of this is my fault. I miss you, and perhaps that's why every song that turns up, and makes it to my ears, is sad. I think about you over and over, and I know that you'll be okay without me there, perhaps even better. When I look at pictures of you, and bask myself in memories that I wish I could replay, it sends me into frowns, and my face becomes wet. I wish I could call you, because there are a thousand things I need to tell you. I'm tired of being around people who are unintelligent and inconciderate. I just want to run down a sidewalk, and jump into your arms as if nothing matters. Please come visit me soon.
Love, jess. | | |
| 1. Copy and post. 2. Bold anything that is true. 3. Leave plain anything that is not true. 4. Add something.
001. I miss somebody right now. 002. I watch more tv than I used to. 003. I love olives. 004. I love sleeping. 005. I own lots of books. 006. I wear glasses or contact lenses. 007. I love to play video games. 008. I've tried marijuana. 009. I've watched a porn movie. 010. I have been in a threesome. 011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. 012. I believe honesty is the best policy. 013. I have acne free skin. 014. I like and respect Al Sharpton. 015. I curse frequently. 016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. 017. I have a hobby. 018. I've been told I have a nice butt. 019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. 020. I'm really, really smart. 021. I've never broken anyone else's bones. 022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. 023. I love rain. 024. I'm paranoid at times. 025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 026. I need money right now. 027. I love sushi. 028. I talk really, really fast sometimes. 029. I have fresh breath in the morning. 030. I have semi-long hair. 031. I have lost money in Las Vegas. 032. I have at least one brother and/or sister. 033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 034. I shave my legs. [represent] 035. I have a twin. 037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. 038. I like the way that I look. 039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months. 040. I know how to do cornrows. 041. I am usually pessimistic. 042. I have mood swings. 043. I think prostitution should be legalized. 044. I think Britney Spears is [a] pretty [slut]. 045. I have cheated on a significant other. 046. I have a hidden talent. 047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. 048. I think that I'm popular. 049. I am currently single. 050. I have kissed someone of the same sex. 051. I enjoy talking on the phone. 052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 053. I love to shop. 054. I would rather shop than eat. 055. I would classify myself as ghetto. 056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. 057. I'm obsessed with my online journal. 058. I don't hate anyone. 059. I'm a pretty good dancer. 060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. 061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 062. I have a cell phone. 063. I watch MTV on a daily basis. 065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 067. I have never been in a real relationship before. 068. I've rejected someone before. 069. I currently have a crush on someone. 070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. 071. I want to have children in the future. 072. I have changed a diaper before. 073. I've had the cops called on me before. 074. I bite my nails. 075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club. 076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly. 077. I have a lot to learn. 078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. 079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie. 080. I am very shy around the opposite sex. 081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. 082. I have at least 5 e-mails saved. 083. I have tried alcohol before. 084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. 085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie. 086. I have avoided assignments to be on Xanga or Livejournal. 087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. 088. I enjoy country music. 089. I love my best friend. 090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 091. I watch soap operas whenever I can. 092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist. 093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. 094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. 095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story". 096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. 097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. 098. I have dated a close friend's ex. 099. I'm happy as of this moment. 100. I have gone scuba diving. 101. I have a crush on somebody I have never met. 102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. 103. I play a musical instrument. 104. I strongly dislike math. 105. I'm procrastinating on something right now. 106. I own and use a library card. 107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love." 108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks. 109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever. 110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost." 111. I am resentful that I have to grow up. 112. I am an entirely different person around different people. 113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often. 114. I think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world. 115. I am suffering of a broken heart. 116. I am a nerd. 117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely. 118. I am left handed and proud of it. 119. I don't change who I am for someone else. 120. My heart resides below my feet. 121. I am a Senior in High School. 122. I enjoy smoothies. 123. I have gastritis. 124. I have nothing better to do with my time. 125. I am listening to Radiohead right now. 126. Most people call me by my middle name. 127. I once stole a music stand. 128. Pi confuses me. 129. I love NASCAR! 130. I own over 200 CDs. 131. I work 7 days a week. 132. I have mono. 132. I dont have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind. 133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor. 134. I'm only wearing underwear. 135. I had more than one Thanksgiving dinner this year. 136. I've driven to a different state to see a band I like. 137. Rootbeer is the best soda in the world. 138. Music is my life. 139. I love to paint. 140. I am annoyed by the notion of having to be politically correct. 141. I have the entire series of a tv show. Either on tv or on my computer. 142. My biggest fan is Bob Hope. 143. I have been to a foreign country that is not in the Americas. 144. I have at least 3 animals. [1] 145. I am planning on waiting at Barnes and Noble the night that "Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince" comes out. 146. I have a place in my heart for all showtunes. 147. The movie The Nightmare Before Christmas makes me happy. 148. I am a Christian. 149. I've been in a long distance relationship before. 150. I am in the military. 151. Hua is a word in my vocabulary. [with an 's' at the beginning. ] 152. At least one of my children has a different last name than I do. 153. I am lactose intollerant. 154. I am planing to go to the Reading Festival next year. 155. I currently have a manga obsession. 156. I noticed there are two 132s in this list. 157. I listen to Bob Marley. 158. I am a thespian. 159. I own a g-string. 160. I can fight with Sai's. 161. I'd rather die young and pretty, than old and ugly. 162. I believe in astrology and horoscopes. 163. I often fall for older and unattainable people. | | |
| This week, I spent with Ashley and Jessica, vandalizing eachother with permenant marker, giving make-overs, taking long, cold walks, disturbing very attrative boys, taking pictures, and pulling very mean pranks.
I saw Steven on tuesday, spontaneously. We ran into him at the plaza, Ashley and I. I didn't expect it at all, but he gave me the best, longest hug ever, so it was all good. It was too bad that they had to go so soon.
Please, just stop it with the comments that are unintelligent?
I think that's all I have to say. 'Kay, bye. | | |
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